Finally figured out how to post here. wow. live journal has changed soo much. pretty much the last of the diary site in existence... anyway, i'm 28, have been on the internet since 1999 (last century?) and have moved about sites. I was in recovery for three years and in that three years the internet has changed a lot. (in finding ED stuff)... all of the old sites are gone, most of my old friends are in recovery.... honestly, I just can't do life without ana anymore. It was a hard winter for me, and this I feel is my way back to living.
anyway, hoping to find friends. I don't mind ages, if you don't. I don't give out tips really, but help if needed. I've been through it all: low weights, hospitals, NG Tubes, recovery, setbacks, "dieting" for years. anorexic for 12 years now. my recovery has gotten me to ghastly weight. but that won't be for long.